Lecture on zoom couldn't get my internet to connect

[Bonnie3]

I am brand new to zoom community an missed the online meeting I hope I was not wronged by being misinformed as paid money can I receive an how do I get money back ? As can I watch the recording as I was under the impression that it was ok to not watch the live online zoom meeting as you could see it later as it was recorded how does one go about enabling this it was the 18.30 to 20.30 meeting feminist lecture by Annabelle which won an award at Castleford for her Alexia sculpture can anybody help me ?