Beyond frustrated meeting tab gone

I pay for zoom and I can't find any help for a week.   It is unusable and I use it all day for work.  All of my saved meetings are gone.  I have a hundred or so and now there is no meeting tab.   I can search and find a list of some meetings that are not alphabetical so I can spend 15 min before every meeting looking for the link to send someone.  This is ridiculous that I can't get a human to help me.   I tried everything online, uninstalling, looking for disconnecting calendar and meetings (can't find this), etc.   I can't believe that zoom took away the most important tab for some people.  Even when this is fixed, because of the lack of help, I will be leaving my one star review.  I never would have paid for zoom if I knew it would cause me so much frustration.  How do I get my meeting tab back??